Daunting is not the word

I’m designing and coding my blog. And blogging about it. And then I’ll release each post over the next couple of days. Anyone reading these posts will probably go insane. I know I have trying to write them.

So I got my idea for a site. I know that I only really have to make half a dozen pages of code. I know that it is going to be HTML 5. I know this should be easy. Yet I’m not in the flow I’d like to be. My mind is a mess. I’m not sure where to start.

People say that you should start with the furtherest pages away from the home page. I get it. How can you design a home page when you don’t even know what your single pages look like? Well? The thing is I still don’t know where to start. Well I do. I just told you. But there is this fear.

It’s not even the case of not having the content. I do. It’s here. I’m writing it now. I just don’t have the …. And I don’t know what that word is. Motivation might be a good place to start. I am motivated though. I want to get this blog up and running. I want to wow the world. I want a place to vent my anger. I want a release.

I think it’s a fear of the unknown. I’m not sure how to progress so I don’t. I linger. And I find other projects to finish.

This is probably one of many posts that either never gets finished and published or a post that really doesn’t go anywhere and you wish you’d never clicked the link. Really.

What’s that song linger? Cranberries I think. It rocked anyway.